Quite surprising really to have something like this happen. He just stared into my eyes, I knew what he wanted but I was to scared to follow through. I liked him, and I knew he liked me but I knew that it was not right. I knew that I couldn't get attached, I knew I would only end up getting hur[...]

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Tags: like, love, relationship, feelings, kiss, kissing, hugs, cuddle, unknown,

'The world is what you make it.'
How many times have you heard that in your life time? You hear it quite a bit when you are younger, from your teachers to your parents. It is quite often ignored by yourself simply because you really do not have a care in the world at that point in ti[...]

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Tags: good, bad, dark, world, feelings,

What changed? I miss the old you, the affectionate you, the one that showed she cares, that showed me she loves me.

At one point we 'argued' over who loved who more - now it's a struggle to feel you love me at all.

I miss the you that enjoyed cuddling with m[...]

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Tags: Change, feelings, upset, abandonment,

It's been a while since I last wrote an article from my head as the thoughts flowed, so, based on a recent experience, here's my new one:

The Cold, an inability to feel, anything, physically or emotionally, just... nothing.

This is how I felt yesterday, nothing, I[...]

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Tags: Cold, Alone, Emptiness, Hollow, Void, Feeling,