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the truth about heaven..
by: alyssa 2nd February 10
Walked past my grave in the dark tonight
Saw the stone and the note you left for me
To answer your question,
I just had to leave, I just had to leave

But thats not why Im here
I came down here to tell you
It rains in heaven all day long
I wanna find[...]

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Tags: heaven, truth,,
heaven .. not by me :)
by: alyssa 2nd June 09
Does heaven have a phone number?
Mommy went to heaven,
but I need her here today.
My tummy hurts and I fell down;
I need her right away.

Operator, can you tell me
how to find her in this book?
Is heaven in the yellow part?
I don't know whe[...]

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Tags: number, sad, mom,
her sad song
by: alyssa 21st May 09
Sitting in her room,
All day long.
She is sitting there singing,
Her own sad song.

A song about misery,
A song about hope.
A song about a problem,
and how to cope.

She wants someone to love her,
She wants someone to care.
But [...]

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Tags: depression,,
suicidal
by: alyssa 21st May 09
As I sit here staring at my scars
I think living life is like living hell.
My scars are like questions
that I could only answer.
I don't cry tears any more,
I cry blood.
I'm tired of lies that life holds
and things that don't make any se[...]

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Tags: suicide, goodbye,
she ended her pain
by: alyssa 21st May 09
Her eyes are swollen.
Her cheeks are red.
Tears pouring out of the lonely girl.
Love was all she asked for.
She got walked all over.
It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in.
As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away.

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Tags: pain, depression, loss,
sad - pearl jam
by: alyssa 17th May 09
I didnt write this.. but i love this song.. its so sad :(

All the photographs are peeling
and colors turn to gray, he stayed
in his room with memories for days, he faced
an undertow of future's laid to waste, embraced
by the loss of one he could not replace [...]

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Tags: sad, pearljam, song, lyrics,
the only way out?
by: alyssa 8th May 09
Some days I just wish
that I could run and hide
No matter where I go
it seems like the only way out is suicide
My life doesn't seem worth it
all of this pain and suffering
I don't want to be here anymore
the only way out is suicide
Nobody can[...]

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Tags: death, suicide,
Featured Article  i already miss you
by: alyssa 17th April 09
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

[...]

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Tags: alyssa, imissyou,
Featured Article  so sadd :(
by: alyssa 12th April 09
we were out for a walk when I turned her way
she wasnt going to like what I had to say
her face went pale and she put up her guard
knowing my news would hit her hard
I said I cant love you, Im sorry, I tried
it was her eyes that teared but her heart that cried
she[...]

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Tags: alyssa, poem, sadness!,
I cant let you go..
by: alyssa 16th April 09
this lies become a part of me
for months I've played this game
acting like it doesnt hurt
each time I hear his name
ignoring whats inside of me
pretending I've moved on
as if these feelings I once had
for him are somehow gone
spending each an[...]

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