A little song I wrote in a few minutes; enjoy:

Stars that shined so dull

I was a clown and I was a fool
Chasing stars that shined so dull
People told me but I was so blind
Feigning happiness, ignoring what I'd find

[chorus]
I was a [...]

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Tags: Relationships, end, reflection, stars, dull,

What changed? I miss the old you, the affectionate you, the one that showed she cares, that showed me she loves me.

At one point we 'argued' over who loved who more - now it's a struggle to feel you love me at all.

I miss the you that enjoyed cuddling with m[...]

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Tags: Change, feelings, upset, abandonment,

And so the madness came,
The worry it held me hard,
My beating heart grew weary,
As I stared up at the stars.

What could have happened?
What is the reason for no report,
No contact made, my deserted betrayal,
I felt no anger, no rage, just fear,
[...]

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Tags: Worry, Fear, Time elapsed, Revelation, Relief,

Life, a journey some would say I've only just begun, could be thought of as one long rocky road.

A beautiful landscape, surrounded by both scenes of beauty, as well as those of hurt. We consider life at a high or a low, based upon which events we occur at that moment in time. We th[...]

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Tags: Life, Events, Reminder,

It's been a while since I last wrote an article from my head as the thoughts flowed, so, based on a recent experience, here's my new one:

The Cold, an inability to feel, anything, physically or emotionally, just... nothing.

This is how I felt yesterday, nothing, I[...]

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Tags: Cold, Alone, Emptiness, Hollow, Void, Feeling,

So I found some of my poetry I wrote when I was a lot younger, here's one of them:

Why The Salty Sting
My Face Scorched Red
I Laugh No More
Eyes Filled With Dread
The Bitter Pain Deep Inside
My Soul Sighing, Sighing, Sighing, Sighed.

Desi[...]

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Tags: Bitterness, Youth, Escape,

Is it possible to know too much?

Often in my life, I find myself with people, who wonder about why something is what it is, or how something works. I find myself explaining to them the inner workings of the object in question, why it is what it is, why it does what it does. I find tha[...]

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Tags: Understanding, Acceptance, Alone,

[Note: "Knowing" Film Spoiler contained within.]

Whilst watching the newly released film, and frankly, being disappointed by it, I wrote the following few lines:

And so on Angels Wings take flight,
Deserters, Evaders, You flee this plight,
No loving e[...]

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Tags: Knowing, Angel, Death, Destruction, Apocalypse,