Loaf
"and be willing to shout if you want to shout, get shouted at if you want to..to be sad if it's needed but not to wallow...to know when to stand up and say no. To stand against the wind as it tries to force you back, when you start standing and start fighting, you will notice that you are not alone"
-- my friend
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Ahh, I just looked and yeah it does that...
why does it say in here then? Thats pretty confusing!! lol
(I was told my shout was too long, so I had to cut this bit off.)
I don't know what's going to come of it in the long run, but I'm trying not to over analyse everything right now, I'm working hard and trying to relax at the same time :-).
(Btw - the pound symbol messing up is definitely down to character encoding, I tried a different encoding type just then from my laptop, and it came up with the same result lol.)
The funny characters is probably a conflict between encoding types on my iPhone vs the website (which is why it comes after the £ symbol).
I do stay in with a couple of my room mates, watch Family Guy or American Dad etc, but I've been cracking on with work - I also have more hours than the others too, so they often work out stuff before I'm home etc. I'll probably try and get my work life more organised, not appear such a loner :P.
As for my relationship with Cassy, it was easier to move on than I'd hoped/expected, probably because I'd lost her (in my own mind, if not in reality), a few months prior to us breaking up. There was also the side of relief that it was over, you know how it was affecting me, the confusion and such :-).
With respect to what I want, right now I have a relationship based as much on friendship as anything else. We get along great, have similar interests, enjoy similar music, make each other laugh and are able to just enjoy each others company. It might not be as simple as it could be, but since when did I ever take the easiest choice in life (you should know more than anyone about my bad choices) :P.
You do need money for a social life when it was gonna cost like £8 just to get into a place, as for too quick regarding my new girlfriend, you're right, it is - but I'd rather it be a bit weird and complex now, and have guaranteed potential with Kim, than possibly lose out on something that could be be great because I'm a little confused right now, if that makes sense? :-)
You're never online! I've loads to show you and get your opinion on, but you're never there :P