The Cold
It's been a while since I last wrote an article from my head as the thoughts flowed, so, based on a recent experience, here's my new one:
The Cold, an inability to feel, anything, physically or emotionally, just... nothing.
This is how I felt yesterday, nothing, I wanted to cry, to laugh, to feel something, I tried punching a solid brick wall, nothing...
Devoid of anything, everything, disconnected entirely from the rest of the world, entirely withdrawn, somewhere cold, a place without feeling.
This hasn't been the first time it's happened, withdrawing away from it all, and I doubt it will be the last, sometimes you just can't cope with what you're dealt with.
I only hope it doesn't last, feeling is so essential, it makes me who I am, it affects my judgement, for better or worse. The cold strips me of that entirely, leaving me nothing but a shell, a plant, wilting in the shadows, surviving... just.
Tags: Cold, Alone, Emptiness, Hollow, Void, Feeling,
The Cold, an inability to feel, anything, physically or emotionally, just... nothing.
This is how I felt yesterday, nothing, I wanted to cry, to laugh, to feel something, I tried punching a solid brick wall, nothing...
Devoid of anything, everything, disconnected entirely from the rest of the world, entirely withdrawn, somewhere cold, a place without feeling.
This hasn't been the first time it's happened, withdrawing away from it all, and I doubt it will be the last, sometimes you just can't cope with what you're dealt with.
I only hope it doesn't last, feeling is so essential, it makes me who I am, it affects my judgement, for better or worse. The cold strips me of that entirely, leaving me nothing but a shell, a plant, wilting in the shadows, surviving... just.
Tags: Cold, Alone, Emptiness, Hollow, Void, Feeling,
