so sadd :(

we were out for a walk when I turned her way
she wasnt going to like what I had to say
her face went pale and she put up her guard
knowing my news would hit her hard
I said I cant love you, Im sorry, I tried
it was her eyes that teared but her heart that cried
she said 'I hate you' and she turned and ran
she looked back and said 'youre not even a man'
i chased after her though she drifted from sight
I was terrified now, afraid that she might
I got to her house and my worst fear came true
she stood holding the knife and she said 'screw you'
It took this moment for me to see
that I truly loved her, and she truly loved me
now my love was on the edge and it wasnt an act
i told her I love her and that I took it all back
she said 'its a lie, you dont love me
but this kitchen knife does and it can set me free'
I started to beg, please honey, no
but she closed her eyes and in it did go
It was so much pain she couldnt stand anymore
she dropped to her knees, then down to the floor
I ran to her body and crouched by her side
the pain I was feeling I just couldnt hide
it was all my fault, and my love took her life
it might as well have been me, holding that knife
I held her hand and touched her face
I tried to stop the bleeding above her waist
the last thing she said is forever in my mind
that I killed my true love and thats hard to find
I told her I loved her and I started to cry
she turned her head away and silently died..

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