I cant let you go..

this lies become a part of me
for months I've played this game
acting like it doesnt hurt
each time I hear his name
ignoring whats inside of me
pretending I've moved on
as if these feelings I once had
for him are somehow gone
spending each and every day
with happiness and laughs
forgetting all our memories
avoiding photographs
but last night when I saw him
for the first time since he left
my heart stopped for a moment..
I couldnt catch my breath
when suddenly it hit me
and tears began to flow
that even after all this time
I just cant let him go

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