Showbiz

This is song called Showbiz by a band called Muse which was introduced to me last year by a friend. I would say this is one of my Favorite songs, when my taste of music completely changed, when I changed.

Music is essentially like art, the artist creates their...creation/art/thingy with their own specific meaning. But when we see, when we hear their creation, we don't tend to get their specific meaning but to determine our own meaning and how it makes use feel. I read what some people thought about it this song and quite a few people say the artist wrote this song about actual show-biz but my meaning is completely different.

To me, it speaks to me in way that I am as a person. I been called "aloof" a many of times because I don't talk about myself, people don't know who I am. I do that for many reasons. Funny thing is that when I did open myself up, I had to force to close myself off again to "control" my feelings, forcing myself to stay in my mind, destroying myself in my mind because the fear of losing something, the fear of knowing I was doing something wrong, the fear of not being able to speak again and a few other things.

Dreaming off the things I want but screaming in silence when it cannot be done and I am only just getting worse. I am not good with words so this is not the "complete" meaning, but listen to it, maybe you feel the same, though the chances are you could come up with something different.

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I may not be in that exact same place I was in once...but this song still moves me.

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