He kissed me last night
Quite surprising really to have something like this happen. He just stared into my eyes, I knew what he wanted but I was to scared to follow through. I liked him, and I knew he liked me but I knew that it was not right. I knew that I couldn't get attached, I knew I would only end up getting hurt. I knew that he was leaving to another city and that I was to weak of person to not be able to see him and have a long distance relationship. He knew that as well.
He moved in closer to me. I couldn't look him in his eyes directly for too long, being shy and scared. I then looked at him in the eyes, he moved closer again and kissed me passionately. I stopped and looked at him, smiled and look down. Told him I suck at kissing. He laughed and said I was shaking slightly because I was nervous.
He then came closer again, put his hand on the back of my head and went in for another kiss that lasted for while.
I stopped, realising what was happening. Our faces still touching, lips not interlocking. He moved me so I had my head on his chest, listening to his soothing heart beat. We talked, he knew I was getting attached, but I didn't want to leave him. Talked about various things, the feelings we had for each, possibilities of me moving, him staying. He kissed me on the top of my head, I stared into his eyes from below and I kissed him on the lips and sat back up.
He cuddled me and then leant on me and started talking again, feelings still going stronger. Stroking each other.
Silence loomed there after for a short while. Both of us thinking. Me, wondering if I can actually cope with what I am about to do. I told him that I cannot promise it, but if things were to grow between us and we fall for one another, I will try and see if I will be strong enough for a long distance relationship.
With him still lying on me, we held hands. I kissed him on the side of his head.
I have jumped into the unknown a while ago in pursuit of my happiness. I have now gone deeper into the hole where I truly will not know what will happen next.
What I do know is that my feelings for him are true and I cannot wait to see him next.
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He moved in closer to me. I couldn't look him in his eyes directly for too long, being shy and scared. I then looked at him in the eyes, he moved closer again and kissed me passionately. I stopped and looked at him, smiled and look down. Told him I suck at kissing. He laughed and said I was shaking slightly because I was nervous.
He then came closer again, put his hand on the back of my head and went in for another kiss that lasted for while.
I stopped, realising what was happening. Our faces still touching, lips not interlocking. He moved me so I had my head on his chest, listening to his soothing heart beat. We talked, he knew I was getting attached, but I didn't want to leave him. Talked about various things, the feelings we had for each, possibilities of me moving, him staying. He kissed me on the top of my head, I stared into his eyes from below and I kissed him on the lips and sat back up.
He cuddled me and then leant on me and started talking again, feelings still going stronger. Stroking each other.
Silence loomed there after for a short while. Both of us thinking. Me, wondering if I can actually cope with what I am about to do. I told him that I cannot promise it, but if things were to grow between us and we fall for one another, I will try and see if I will be strong enough for a long distance relationship.
With him still lying on me, we held hands. I kissed him on the side of his head.
I have jumped into the unknown a while ago in pursuit of my happiness. I have now gone deeper into the hole where I truly will not know what will happen next.
What I do know is that my feelings for him are true and I cannot wait to see him next.
Tags: like, love, relationship, feelings, kiss, kissing, hugs, cuddle, unknown,
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