Why?

by: Popcorn Popcorn 27th April 09 - Posted in: User Articles
Why am I such a terrible person?
Why do i insist on such activities in which hurt the people I love?
Why Do I know I'm doing wrong, yet fail to change, fail to do right?
Why Am I such an ignorant ****tard that I can't even stop hurting the ones I love?
Why Am I purposely destroying myself, from inside out?
Why Am I ruining my future.
Why Am I turning love to hate.
Why Am I screwing up so severely.
It's time for me to try harder,
I'm tired of being a disappointment
I have potential and I know it.
It's time to change, no longer will I pick the ways that hurt myself, and those I love.
I owe people more than that, I owe myself more than that.

PS:This is more of just a vent. I just needed to write it down, I've been thinking about this, the last little while,and I needed to put it out somewhere.

Tags: Popcorn, change, life,

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alyssa
alyssa 28th April 09

aw :(
imissyou stephen.. we havent talked in a bit :(

Loaf
Loaf 1st May 09

It is bad when you know are you doing wrong and tell yourself you need to change but never doing it. I do it myself, my friend does as well.

Brings you down that you see yourself not doing anything to help yourself but you must try and not let yourself stay in such a place, sitting there in your mind only destroying yourself even more, only getting worse. I find its only the people around me who i care about you can actually help me get going so i can help myself.

Good luck to you Pop :)

Popcorn
Popcorn 1st May 09

Thanks, both of you

alyssa
alyssa 12th May 09

iloveyouuuuuu (L)(L):$

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