I never imagined myself to be this person. Its a weird feeling to start seeing the world in a whole new way. To everything change. But the more you open your eyes, the more there is to see (and the more there is that can blind).

When I was younger, I felt smug. I was better then most pe[...]

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Tags: life, pain, sadness, world, growing up, emotional, see,,

Or is it simply someone else...

I watch and listen to all the seasons change. You can always feel them changing. The cold harshness of winter is slowly passing, giving us a sight of what spring can give. With each day giving us more light and more life....it should be happy? The days re[...]

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Tags: spring, summer, night, birds, life, world,

Walked past my grave in the dark tonight
Saw the stone and the note you left for me
To answer your question,
I just had to leave, I just had to leave

But thats not why Im here
I came down here to tell you
It rains in heaven all day long
I wanna find[...]

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Tags: heaven, truth,,

Quite surprising really to have something like this happen. He just stared into my eyes, I knew what he wanted but I was to scared to follow through. I liked him, and I knew he liked me but I knew that it was not right. I knew that I couldn't get attached, I knew I would only end up getting hur[...]

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Tags: like, love, relationship, feelings, kiss, kissing, hugs, cuddle, unknown,

'The world is what you make it.'
How many times have you heard that in your life time? You hear it quite a bit when you are younger, from your teachers to your parents. It is quite often ignored by yourself simply because you really do not have a care in the world at that point in ti[...]

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Tags: good, bad, dark, world, feelings,

You were trouble since the day we met
I can see that now
I take back everything I said
Everything 'till now

Cause you have got me so strung out
When you leave and come around
Yeah
How am I supposed to breath
The more I live is killing me <[...]

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Tags: Sorry, Past, Life, Goodbye,

Crying...basically it is the process of shedding tears.
But why do we cry, what is the purpose of our tears?

Why do we spend insignificant amounts of time shedding these warm salty tears when they don't resolve anything?

I agree that crying isn't just on sad[...]

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Tags: Tears, Crying, Hurt, Anger,

A little song I wrote in a few minutes; enjoy:

Stars that shined so dull

I was a clown and I was a fool
Chasing stars that shined so dull
People told me but I was so blind
Feigning happiness, ignoring what I'd find

[chorus]
I was a [...]

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Tags: Relationships, end, reflection, stars, dull,

Crappy screamo song I wrote when I was suppose to be working on my french project.

The voices in my head tell me to burn your cities down.
Walking through hell, buildings in flames
No safety
No security
Burn your cities down.
And when the dust blows away, w[...]

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Tags: popcorn,

What changed? I miss the old you, the affectionate you, the one that showed she cares, that showed me she loves me.

At one point we 'argued' over who loved who more - now it's a struggle to feel you love me at all.

I miss the you that enjoyed cuddling with m[...]

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Tags: Change, feelings, upset, abandonment,